Huwaw

Huwaw... Hindi ako makatrabaho sa sobrang lungkot! Lungkot nga ba ito? Huwell... Basta ang sikip ng feeling sa heart ko... Parang ginigipit... Para akong puputulan ng hininga't buhay anytime soon, at nakakaasar na.

At hindi ko alam kung bakit. Nalulungkot ba ako? Nagagalit ba? I keep telling myself not to feel any sadness or anger, and maybe the pain I'm feeling is because of those repressed feelings. I really don't know. All I know is that this pain is really wasting a lot of my time. I could be doing my fil paper or studying for my fil test or doing my elc lab report, but I'm not. Instead, I'm here posting because I need an outlet for these emotions.

Ewan. Malabo. Naguguluhan na talaga ako.